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Quotes

life just have two lines ..depend on you wt will you choose.. god just make the lines



sometimes you have so many trouble but it happens because you said that you want to be strong


the answer not always come from your mind but from your heart.


When you alone you will think that this life not too much bad


more you read a book more you feel that you so dumb


think simply then all your problem will simply to be solved


dont pretend that you know the truth because yourself not fully true


poor people is a rich people because they give their life n trust fully to god


simple thing can be complicated depend on your own


just stay at home and never try a new things is totally old-style


experience can make u realize that life not just about you


lesson will never gone from your life when you exhausted with so many question


vacation is the reason of your tired from all around you


one day you will get the same like you did to other


dont talk about respect when you can't respect yourself


Mom loves, all times.. child loves, along the way


Everybody now love their self


Heart always used when you dont have anyone again


you did it. you solve it .


Status come from people argument so just be as they want


Dont ever think to finish something when you start to do it


Sometimes true answer must be hidden


Your mind is your enemies



Punya Masalah Dengan Cemburu ???

aku yakin semua wanita dan pria pasti pernah mengalami hal ini. Aku sendiri tak luput dari hal itu. Tapi, berdasarkan survei yang ada kebanyakan wanita lah yang lebih pencemburu. Berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri, menurutku cemburu itu ada 3 level :

Naughty kiss pics 2





Naughty kiss pics





FREE DAY ?!

i dont know u can call this free day or not coz just 2 weeks ?! ohhhh come on i just celebrating new years 2 days coz i will back to school at 3th Januari 2011. really bored but when i have free day i dont know wanna do what ahaha really bored ....but never boring when ashley there. I can't disturb him always because he is not free, busy with his work ckckck and family and group. Sometimes he forget himself to take lunch or dinner on times or rest in night not wake up that make him more skinny ckckck really worried but my papa sooo much strong like superman ahaha i know he is older so he more know about his health n body.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO FOR ALL and happy new years 2011 whooooo hooooo see ya next year guys!! ^__________^

letter from me to my love

Ga tahu kenapa dari kemarin aku merasa sendirian. Walaupun berbicara dengan banyak orang tetap aja hatiku tetap berkata kesepian. Mungkin akibat perkataan my bf yang sedikit menguncang dan membuyarkan ku dari mimpi. Terkadang aku bisa mempercayainya 100% tapi juga bisa meragukannya sama sekali. Aku bingung mengapa ia takut terhadap hal yang belum akan terjadi....

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Aku sendiri sebenarnya ga luput dari keraguan. Tapi apa yang dikatakannya benar, Jangan hanya berhayal dalam mimpi.... raih yang benar-benar ada di depan matamu. Di lain sisi aku merasa sakit karena dengan gampangnya ia mengatakan bahwa ia yakin suatu saat nanti aku dan dia tak akan bertemu dan tak bisa bersama. Ia akan memulai hidup baru dan mencoba melupakanku, bagaimana tidak air mataku mengalir dengan derasnya mendengar ungkapan yang keluar dari perkataanya sendiri.

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Sejak hari itu (tepatnya kemarin) aku jadi merasa canggung untuk menyapanya lagi lewat sebuah situs dimana aku dan dia selalu bercanda. Aku melihat dia online dan melakukan aktivitas biasanya seperti membalas message teman-temannya. Hanya satu yang tak ku temui.... ia sama sekali tak menegurku. Mungkin memang aku yang terlalu negative think. Yah....kadang-kadang aku terlalu over juga sih ahahaha. Terlalu banyak mikir apa dia masih sayang atau enggak. Akhirnya aku menyadari juga bahwa ia punya kehidupan pribadinya sendiri. Aku sepertinya terlalu membabi buta terhadapnya dan terlalu over.....cuma mau dia bicara denganku saja. Ia pun butuh kebebasan dan teman-temannya.

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Aku merasa orang yang paling bodoh karena mengira dia sedikit jahat. Padahal, kapan sih dia tidak menyediakan waktu untukku?! Hampir setiap hari ia selalu berbicara denganku walaupun pekerjaannya menumpuk setinggi gunung... ia tetap berbicara denganku dan tanpa sadar aku menghambat pekerjaannya itu ckckck. Sepertinya aku memang belum seutuhnya dewasa. Masih memikirkan diriku sendiri dan mau segala yang kuinginkan terpenuhi.

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Dia bukan superhero bukan juga penguasa dunia. Ia hanya orang yang mengerti aku dan mau menerimaku apa adanya. Tapi aku sendiri malah tak mempedulikan kebutuhannya. Jarang sekali aku mendengar nasihat yang ia berikan padahal itu bermanfaat dan dia menunjukkan bahwa ia sangat care ...... tapi aku terlalu keras kepala dengan pendapatku yang akhirnya menjerumuskan ku sendiri. alhasil ia merasa bersalah karena aku terjerumus.

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Aku minta maaf ya sama kamu........ karena aku belum bisa menjadi perempuan yang terbaik disampingmu. Banyak sekali kesalahan yang aku buat, tapi kamu terlalu baik. Aku memang keterlaluan dan aku sadar akan hal itu. Tapi dilain sisi aku ga mau pergi dari kamu. Just loving you always whatever i feel hurt. Aku akan mencoba mengubah sisi burukku ini menjadi yang terbaik. Bukan hanya untuk diriku sendiri,tapi juga buat kamu dan orang lain yang aku sayang. thanks for everything honey...

FREEDAY!!

FINALLY I GOT FREE DAY AND THAT STARTED SINCE YESTERDAY, SEPTEMBER 3TH 2010

This is a great time that i always waiting so much,,,free day ahahhaha...sometimes i really boring with all my activity and i need to break so...finally i got that. Just wanna relax and will started adventure with something new again. Well maybe in my grandma house or in my home. I still confuse when i got free day i dont knw wanna do what really strange hehehehe, But when i'm not get that i really wanna got free day. Howaaa dont think that top much just enjoy with my freedom!!! and happy free day for u all ^________^ happy fasting too for my friends..adiosss

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SHARE WHAT I FEEL

HOAHH..........just that i can say now....actually wanna always talk with ashu but i must go to school and study. Yep, that my habbit but really fun in school. Meet all my friend and study something new that i never know before. Sometimes my mind go so far from there when bell ringing for lunch. I just sleep in my desk and imagine i'm with ashu hehehe.... well, that really make me smile but sometimes make me wanna cry and sad why ashu so far from me. I really wanna beside him as a real couple, holding hands together, seeing eachother....all things that couple always do....i wanna do that all but just with my ashu, not another guy.
I hope that become true...really i wanna make that become true, just waiting time until that time come, so i must study hard and enjoy my life like this now. Hope god hear this prayer, i love ashu truthly and will make family with god around us coz we really nothing without god. God give me this feeling.. love feeling. Really lucky i am can feel that and...the person i love, love me too that really make me happy than anything.
Yeah... i know i still kid now and still kid in the line when i choosing decission but i'm sure my love for ashu is reality and really show who i am.. not hide that and just natural that i always do. I awake too that i'm not too beautiful like another girl..and dont hv special things in looks but i just show my love and write that from heart. If that time when i meet him come and he dont like with my look coz so ugly i will accept that and if he reject me coz of that i accept that too coz i know he can get more better than me. I just dont want make ashu dissapointed coz all my bad things hehehe...
but i dont knw that just "IF" but finally i trust ashu will not looking me coz of that...but coz of my heart. He always make me brave again and make me loving myself, loving all things that god give in me. I got so many learn from him and i lil more understand what people feel than before. And i try to think more older step by step and try to listen, coz i know i'm so stubborn.

LOVE YOU AND THAT NEVER CHANGE,,,,ALWAYS AND SO DEEP AND REALLY HAPPY GOT SO MUCH UR LOVE