HOAHH..........just that i can say now....actually wanna always talk with ashu but i must go to school and study. Yep, that my habbit but really fun in school. Meet all my friend and study something new that i never know before. Sometimes my mind go so far from there when bell ringing for lunch. I just sleep in my desk and imagine i'm with ashu hehehe.... well, that really make me smile but sometimes make me wanna cry and sad why ashu so far from me. I really wanna beside him as a real couple, holding hands together, seeing eachother....all things that couple always do....i wanna do that all but just with my ashu, not another guy.
I hope that become true...really i wanna make that become true, just waiting time until that time come, so i must study hard and enjoy my life like this now. Hope god hear this prayer, i love ashu truthly and will make family with god around us coz we really nothing without god. God give me this feeling.. love feeling. Really lucky i am can feel that and...the person i love, love me too that really make me happy than anything.
Yeah... i know i still kid now and still kid in the line when i choosing decission but i'm sure my love for ashu is reality and really show who i am.. not hide that and just natural that i always do. I awake too that i'm not too beautiful like another girl..and dont hv special things in looks but i just show my love and write that from heart. If that time when i meet him come and he dont like with my look coz so ugly i will accept that and if he reject me coz of that i accept that too coz i know he can get more better than me. I just dont want make ashu dissapointed coz all my bad things hehehe...
but i dont knw that just "IF" but finally i trust ashu will not looking me coz of that...but coz of my heart. He always make me brave again and make me loving myself, loving all things that god give in me. I got so many learn from him and i lil more understand what people feel than before. And i try to think more older step by step and try to listen, coz i know i'm so stubborn.
LOVE YOU AND THAT NEVER CHANGE,,,,ALWAYS AND SO DEEP AND REALLY HAPPY GOT SO MUCH UR LOVE
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